BANG BANG

2006-12-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

YAY!!! i'm FINALLY 15.
wait...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD ISHAK!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR ADILAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD IDRIS!
my dearest cousins; may you grow up and grow more hair(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA!
dearest love; i missed you lah damned it. COME BACK SOON!
and happy birthday dear(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH!
the OTHER fluff that has the same birthday as me.

okay.
today didn't do much. in the morn, we all went to the market. had breafast at the coffee shop. and guess what. I SPILLED HOT MILK TEA ON MY PANTS. the WHOLE CUP): my father just laughed and said, "happy birthday."

ugh.

after that spent the whole day doing homework.
yeah; pretty boring birthday.

funny thing is; MY BRO GOT A NEW PAIR OF JEANS. it's not even his birthday. ): ):

HAI.
but yesterday was GREAT!
thanks for coming with me gadis(: erza and mikoh!! you guys should have been there(:
i was soooo kan cheong. fell twice ): i was the slow kind of fall. first one was a kid; going against current. then i; being the older and perhaps MORE stable one; had to avoid. then cannot balance, so i bend my knees to a half squat then... i fell. abit stupid but yah. the second one happened when me and gadis were holding hands, i was on the left. i wanted to skate to the outer ring and gad wanted the inner ring. so we ended up spinning. her skates closed while mine opened up. i swear i couldn't stand. so i fell(:

then skate for two hours, then watch bro play soul calibeur; then watch the KAMBING(: there black sheep leh. (; so the there because of the decomposition of their S.H.I.T hahha

yeah;
i wanna watch brokeback mountain. anyone?

2006-12-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

I FORGOT.

taekwondo ppl, pls check mlg for tkd formation under NPCC->Announcement
k? [:

i keep on refreshing xy's blog to listen to kizuna(:

2006-12-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO(:

okay im back to update!! yay! [clap]
today was fun!

went for tkd(:
guess what; i was first to come down! (:
then came jason, then eric, then the scary person. then cyn, jr, jw, xy, jy and SHERYL. didn't get to say bye bye cos was engrossed in jason's game boy. sims 2!! (:
edlyn, theresa and benjamin came only after we fall in.

did normal things. tuck jump. toe jump. bla
SPLIT. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i swear my bones were breaking.
OH, then we did this step-in-front-and-do-single-knife-hand-chop-to-the-neck-then-low-block-with-knife-hand. AND IT WAS THE SCARIEST THING EVER. sir called on the "scary guy" cos he never do properly. then he STARTED CRYING. then sir was saying "you cry for what. you cannot do, i never scold you so you cry for what. you sit down there." WOOOT GO SIR. if i were sir, i'd freak out lah. haha(:then did the patterns. I WANTED TO CRY DOWN THERE. keep mistaking steps for just FORGETTING COMPLETELY. plus i dont know which taega is which pattern. ARGH! help please, anyone? SOBS.

BUUUUUTTTTTT.... the kicks part was fun(:
the counters(:
AH, such hotness!
sir does it so prettily(:
counter backthrust is nice(:
OH, must teach kana the sparring backthrust for break board(:
DISTANCE!! yes(:

then played around with the punching bag.
sir thought me how to kick turning kick properly. haha; so paiseh. very long never go must start back from beginning. hai...
then benjamin show me the flying side kick(?) i think so. then me and eric tired it out. mine was just UNGRACEFUL. my kicking leg go in front then my other leg will fly behind. so i look like a clumsy ballerina. eric's was something like mine; except mine is MUCH MUCH MUCH worse.then we did the step-backthrust. the first kick; i just spun around and around. didn't even kick lah. but it got better(: i think sir does it very cool. he's like doing it so easily but damn sub. almost as hot as bruce lee. bruce lee is THE HOTTEST person ever. did you know that bruce lee founded jeet kune do? but i dont like his infamous shout. its like... aaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaah. and bruce DOES NOT say wataa. and he was the chacha champion of hong kong before he was the martial arts specialist? damn unbelievable.

okay; off track.
then we ended class without dessert(: ice-kacang pls?
haha. then theresa went of first cos her mama was there. then whlie walking CYNTHIA FELL DOWN AFTER WALKING BACKWARDS AND TRIPPING OVER MY LEG. haha; the secret is out(: then bubble tea with eric. WAH I MISS PASSION FRUIT(: sooo deeeelicious. then popular, then more than words. mr keong was there with SUPPOSEDLY his gf. haha. bought stuff for rod. then went home.

i swear my stomach was growling cos i didn't eat anything since last night. and my mum didn't cook anything. i swear i was on the verge of crying. then i go and cook maggi(: and here i am.

went blog hopping. i swear some people have the BEST memory ever lah. liana was writing everything i said to her. i was like, WAH. you'd think she had a recorder somewhere.
I DONT MIND THE SINGING!!! during training must do properly only okay?
ROD ROD!!!(: but i still feel unprepared... ):

2006-11-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

WOW, realised i got lots of tags

mikoh-: WO AI NI ALOT ALOT OSO OSO(: haha. whatever that means(:
gadis: HAHAHAHA, i shall be CACING WOMAN! [theme song] (:
EFIERA: haha, something like that you notice, haha(: AWESOME
mikoh-:haha(: okay, okay, i chill. I COOL(: WOOT WOOT!
tHERESA-: haha. long time... long time(;
jr:haha,okay(: i relax... YOU CALL ME OLD?? how daring of you. haha(: thanks dear(:
zach&IBAL: wtf haha. WOW, I FEEL SUCH.... INSPIRATION. oh TAKE ME AS YOUR HUMBLE SERVANT; bs(:
,:I'M A BITCH!!! WOOOOOT(:
mikoh-: haha; cool lah you babe(:
jiatru: HAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAA. (:
tHERESA-:hey
Gadis:haha. NASTY? (:
JESSica: wahlao; YOU talk like i'm gonna die or something. haha. love you too darl... :D
tHERESA-:i AM dao(:

2006-11-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. from now on, we are gonna work MUCH harder. we're on a BIGG time constrain cos lots of you all are going of overseas and enjoy your hols LIKE WE ARE SUPPOSED TO [stupid sch. haha. NP IS OK THOUGH :P(hands-up)] so its hard to have a full team. whatever it is we're gonna be training hard for a GREAT performance(: try your best to come down for every single session and make it count.

maybe we should call ourselves T-CUBE. THE-TKD-TEAM. haha. load of bs(;

for these pairs, please prepare 2-3 FAKE knifes [cardboard from boxes preferably]:
-ameerah&hyeon
-sabrina&melissa
-kana&andrea
-nurul&hazirah

(:

yesterday's training was MESSED UP. morning late, WHY? cos father don't let me go so early, WHY? cos must wait until my sis finish doing her BIGG business, WHY? so that I CAN CHANGE HER STINKIN DIAPERS. wtf wtf....

reach sch. straight away change. warm-up, bla. kicks, blabla. SELECTION. (: no sqdmts to help out. had to ask my HUMBLE MINION write out the scores. retakes, reveal; RELIEF/resent..

I DO NOT WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT D.T. DID. WHATEVER, NOT LISTENING. "could you have a buddy in class?" PISS-OFF!!!! keh.

played OH MACARONI with sec 1s and the 4 sec 2s. PPL THE LYRICS GOES LIKE THIS.

OH MACARONI
OH macaroni
say-yah BOM
semi ONE; semi TWO
say-yah say-yah BOM BOM BOM
say-yah say-yah BOM BOM BOM
one
two
three
four
five
six
seven
eight
nine
TEN [PIAK]

haha(: kana's method is LETHAL. nvr sit beside her. OR geraldine for that matter. the MATRIX woman. very interesting ppl. HAHA. keh, nvr won once. they pick up things fast yah?

then end np.
went tanglin.
then went back. ABIT mood-ruining ): but i guess they do have a point. OHWELL.

today; went swimming with sis while bro went GYM. hah. FIRST TIME. he abit malu...

ARGH, CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS!!!!!
NVM, next post(:

2006-11-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'M TIRED OF YOU.
LISTENING TO YOU TALK ABOUT ME;
LIKE AS IF I KILL YOUR PARENTS.
I TRIED MY BEST.
TO KEEP MYSELF CALM.
TO FEIGN IGNORANCE.
TO LET YOU BLAB ON AND ON.
WELL FUCK YOU AND YOUR CREW.
UNLIKE YOU, I'M STANDING ON MY OWN.
COS WHY? NO ONE KNOWS.
AT LEAST YOU HAVE YOUR CLAN.

SO YOU THINK WHEN I SHUT IT; YOU'RE SAFE TO BITCH ON?
SO YOU THINK WHEN YOU THREATEN ME; I REALLY CARE?
SO YOU THINK WHEN YOU TALK; EVERYONE LISTENS?

GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE WRONG.
AND SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL REGRET IT.
you just watch out.

TO HELL WITH YOU

2006-11-06T10:17:00.000+08:00

at sch now...
waiting for GEOG which is at 1 and now its ONLY 10!
ugh. THANK GOD FOR LAPTOP. (:
gad and randee also with me and the laptops.
abit screwed lah must wait like 3 hours...
HAI.....

jr go out with narmy and rachel lah.
went SHOPPING.
hmpf.
IM SO PISSED.
tmr must see lee bee yann.
ARGH.

damn.
today they got outing again.
ARGH.
boooohoooooo.
IM SO SAAAD.

2006-11-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

i have no idea what i'm doing right now. i just got this sudden urge to blog... go figure. i shall reply to tags(:

greeen-: haha. i gotta go back EVERY SINGLE DAY LAH. haha(: see you too... i guess? (:take care too

mikoh-:OF COURSE(: haha. come back to sch for hol lesson lah. love you too(:

aida: HAHA. duit raye? DREAM ON BABE... i forgot your blog add leh. DO tell(:

brenDA: i am angry >:( i dont wanna talk to you and more. I DONT FRIEND YOU. HMPF

UNKNOWN: if you're the one i think you are; then yeah. well, i guess we can't do anything about it.... HAH. next year i guess(: gotta hold on then :D HAPPY HOLS TO YOU TOOO(:~~i miss you too~~

zach: haha dream on zach. my tagboard is ALWAYS sexy. WAS anyway. YOUR FAULT LAH. yeah. lets pray for lisa k? is it that she got no say on who she can stay with? bloody idiot mother. who the FUCK DISALLOWS siblings to see each other. ARGH.

I WANNA GO BACK TO SCH(:
can i relearn sec3 in two months? I DOUBT IT!!

2006-11-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

MILOFUSE

yeah. we're THAT lame. haha. it all started when amim brought in some milo nestum. got idea to do an advertisment. SO THERE YOU HAVE IT(: haha

hari raya was fun too(:
sial, i miss lisa too...

I HATE YOU BITCH...

2006-11-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

BORING!!!

today was plain boring.
listening to THE BLACK PARADE album(:
the hotness man!!!

i dont love you like i loved you YESTERDAY.
didn't go out at all today ):
woke up 8 lah. SO LATE >:(
i started filing up ALLLLLLLL my worksheets(;
E MATHS IS DONE. worksheets and test by order of date.
notes by chapter.
bio TOO(:

wish i could take a photo of it):
no camera.... SIGH

OH, next post. i show you what my cousins came up with on the night of hari raya. DAMN BORED LAH...(;

2006-10-31T21:21:00.000+08:00

TODAY WASTE SOOO MUCH TIME!!!
aiya, damn disorganized. everyone busy with the fancy drills than forget about banner!!! buy PRIMARY COLOURS AND WHITE CLOTH!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

heh. sorry. gotta let that go :D

yar lah. abit boring for those who are not involved. I WANNA LEARN FANCY DRILLS. i feel so out ):

SIGH.

hehe [HINT].

CAN WE START TKD SOON??? please <333
or atleast gimme something to do? please?

FORGIVE ME FOR THIS OUTBURST. but i really feel sad.
):

then got to go home.
JELLY BEANS, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU HAD AN OUTING WITHOUT TELLING ME. I OFFICIALY HATE YOU ALL. ICE-SKATING SOMEMORE. HMPF.

~~you guys~~, sorry for the boring session ya?

2006-10-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

its been a long time.

i wanna say sorry again. i know warnings were actually not meant for me. and i cant blame you if your perceptions of me change. because i know its wrong. i know now. i dont know what else to say but sorry. really, truly sorry.

and to you. i dont know. i guess its weird that i suddenly come out like that. i dont know why i'd rather confess than keep it quiet. i guess i got nothing else to say either than i'm sorry. i don't know why. i don't know.

MIKOH
i love you girl. i'll miss you. work hard with me yah. i come by and visit ya everyday.

NARMATHA
omg. i'll NEVER forget you lah. although you are the MOST UNRESPONSIVE PERSON IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. haha. GO SHOPPING!!!!!!! damn i'll miss you.

SHI MIN
i wish i got to know you better. HEY we still can go to school together(: i love you girl.

CLAUDIA AND SARAH
i'll miss you bitches man. never thought i'd say it but yeah(: take care you guys and work hard.

sqdmts at atc(:
take care you guys. dont fall sick or anything. have fun too :D

jellybeans at je library(;
sorry i cant come today. had to stay home D: I FUCKING MISS YOU GUYS LAH!

brother at jec>:(
you better hurry home with my mc spicy and ayah's ac chicken. I'M HUNGRY!!!!! idiot.

REPLIES!(factorial)

eRza:HAHA(: yeah. curly eyes are my specialty

HANISAH: yea. i did(:

mikoh-: same to ya(:

junior: you are? thanks! same to you(:

theresa-*: I'M NO LONGER FLUFFY! yeah i'll log into friendster soon(:

(: : i just did:D

2006-10-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

001. Real name: NUR INSYIRAH BINTE YACOB
002.Nickname: SYIRA; SHISHI; RARA; AHPA; GANPA; SELENGE
003.Single or taken: single
004.Zodiac sign: capriCORN
005.Male or female: I'M A SHEMALE! HAHA
006.Elementary school: JUYING PRIMARY SCHOOL
007.Ipod: WO MEI YOU D:
008.How many friends do you have?: you really dont expexct me to count them right? what a stupid question! should be taken out lah.
009.Name you use on Friendster: i cant remember... HAHA
010.Hair color: black and CURLY
012.Long or short hair: short and CURLY
014.Eye color: DARK BROWN(: and CURLY!!
015.Are you a health freak?: meaning?
016.Height: not tall enough but taller than JIATRU AND MARION!!!
017.Do you have a crush on someone: GERARD AND MIKEY WAY!!!!
018.Do you like yourself: duh, im the HOTNESS!
019.Braces: yeck
020.Think of yourself as awesome?: awesome? no... hot? MAYbe... :D
021.Piercings: 2
022.Tattoo: on my duodenum
Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: nope
025.Piercings: 2; baby lah
026.Best Friend: syuhada!!! tadika(:
027.Award: award? erm, what type?
028.Sport you joined: officially; NETBALL unofficially; BADMINTON
029.Pet: fish and terrapin(:
030.Vacation: kukup, malaysia; was still in tummy(: 7mnths
031.Concert: RAIHAN!!! haha before umbrah
034.TV show: SESAME STREET! elmoiHEART
035.Color/s: first COLOUR? what first? fuck this sucks... SPECIFY CAN?
036.Music: "sunny days, sweeping up clouds away; on my way to where the air is CLEAR! can you tell me how to get, how to get to SESAME STREET!"
039.Drink: BREAST MILK
040.Body part excluding face: ???? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!?! i guess when my dad's sperm fuses with my mum's egg, if you can call that a body part.
041.Cartoon: looney tunes!
042.Piece/s of clothing: the hospital baby clothes(:
043.Brand of clothing: tollyjoy(:
044.You sleep with: my mother?
045.School: TUMBLE TOTS!
046.Animal: ???????????? I'M GETTING FED UP!!!!!
047.Books: BUBBLES the monkey(:!!!
048.Magazine:ZOO-ED AND BIRD LIFE(:
049.You're eating: FIRST EATING? what PORRIDGE?
050.You're drinking: BREAST MILK!!!!!!!
052.You're about to: eh, seriously ah. "THE FIRST YOU'RE ABOUT TO" what part of THAT makes sense?
053.Listening to: helena- my chemical romance
055.Waiting for:10pm
056.Watching: THE DAMN COMPUTER SCREEN LAH
057.Wearing: pyjamas
Your Future
058.Want children: ADOPT(:
059.Want to get married: nope. i think sex hurts.
060.Careers in mind: NO IDEA!! someone PLEASE help me with that
Which is better with the opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: GERARD'S EYES AND MIKEY'S LIPS!
069.Hugs or kisses: GERARD'S HUG AND MIKEY'S KISS
070.Shorter or taller: slightly taller(:
072.Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!!!! haha
073.Nice stomach or arms: 6-PACK and nice, strong arms(; HAHA
074.Sensitive or loud: uh, abit sensitive. definitely not loud.
075.Hook-up or relationship: relationship lah.
076.Sweet or caring: BOTHIHEART
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: none?
Have you ever...
078.Kissed a stranger: accidentally! haha primary school a guy tripped. haha, HE BLUSH LIKE ANYTHING LAH!! he was a senior, forgot his name(:
079.Drank bubbles: who the hell drinks bubbles?
080.Lost glasses or contacts: lost, no. broke; YES
081.Ran away from home: HAHA, not that dumb
082.Broken a bone: NOPE.
083.Got an X-ray: yeah
084.Broken your admirer's heart: GOT!!! PRI SCH!!! a guy secret secret like me, then his friend told me when all of us were at class. then i just burst out laughing! couldn't stop. till today, he never talk to me. heehee(:
086.Turned someone down: see above?
087.Cried when someone died: i didn't. was too scared.
088.Cried at school: heh. lots.
Believe in...
089.God: yeah:D ALLAH S.W.T
090.Miracles: yeah(:
091.Love at first sight: UH...
093.Aliens: :D
094.Magic: :D
095.Heaven: YES:D
096.Santa Claus: nope. stupid old man; "HOHOHOHO"
097.Sex on your first date: DIE A VIRGIN!
098.Kiss on your first date: no lah, siao ah.
099.Angels: YES:D
Answer Truthfully
100.Is there someone you want to be with right now: YEAH! JAVIER! BRENDA! HALIE! XIAO MIN! i really really miss you guys. hope you did well for your fye(:

Name 20 people (10 girls and 10 boys) you can think of right now.Don't read the following question(s) until you've named the 20 people.

hanisah
randee
gadis
erza
mikoh
narmatha
rachel
shi min
jiaxin
DIANA TANG

erm;
zach
hidir
iqbal
megah
zul
abdillah
nazri
javier
GERARD WAY!
MIKEY WAY!

2006-10-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

I REALLY REALLY PROMISE I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW OKAY(:

2006-08-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

today had science challenge cum mind sports competition. some of us peer leaders had to be stationed at different parts of the sch and just briefly tell them about them.

artsconservatory- xue yuan and eileen
milleniumclassroom- amelia
library- sheryl sim
artgallery- ranran and gadgad
heritagegallery- genevieve, jolynn and shu yi
miniforumandwaterfall- yifong
studypavilion- insyirahthehotness

so damn lame lah. bloody pri sch kids were no better than some pesky irritating swarm of mosquitos. CANNOT stand them. luck was on my side cause theresa ended class and had nothing to do till 1(: thank for your hotdog roll lass!

so after some fish balls, chickens, slideshow and stacking up of chairs, i bid bye bye to randee and mutiara and yifong cos they were going to have a part lunch at a neat restaurant. WHY DON'T WE DO THAT TOO?!?!?! hint? anyways.... i decided to drop by to see SIR! actually i wanted to jump up on him and say BOO! but everyone was like " EH, syira, syira!" we had a little chat, then after that he had to continue on with training. i had LOTS MORE to talk, so i was waiting for the break but it was getting pretty late. the jianye came by. THAT BLOODY SOB DIDN'T RECOGNISE ME. THE SAME JERK THAT KICKED ME IN THE VERGIGI GAVE ME THE WHO-WHE-HELL-ARE-YOU LOOK. THAT IDIOT. I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM TILL I KICK HIS VERGIGI. UGH.

eric's voice broke!!! coooooolio. he sounds hotter now... dean grew taller since i last saw him. didn't get to talk to jeff sir. heard ivan sir rarely comes back. wah kao i missed everyone. i felt like an outsider over there lah. tried to do one simple backthrust but i can't make it ): i almost cried over there. teared up lah. i teared up thinking about it. fuck, i'm tearing up now! i'll probably tear up every single time i read this posr to remind me how rusty and uninvolved i'ce becomed. even in np lah. okay no, i dont wanna go there. i don't wanna be a lousy, depressed sack of meat.

pretty shocked that i saw so little sec ones and NO sec twos. i was like WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED. i asked sir,

"so little sec ones ah,"
"no la. they never come,"
"sec twos leh?"
"they always late one"
"must go and scold them, sir"
"ya lah, you incharge ah?"

then we started about my life again.
yeah pretty startled.

then i went home. ate lun-ner. and typed this.

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW:- RANDEE, THERESA, GADIS, JIAT RU AND ALL THE PPL WHO ASKED ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG?!?!?! hope you are(:

gonna prepare to go to grandmama's house!

2006-07-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

woah.

its about TIME i updated.

geez, being log head isn't as easy as it looks or sound. it's pretty much TOUGH WORK. haha, estimate THIS, account for THAT. whoohoo. i thought log head can hold the key, but it turns out only oic, cynthia, can hold it. SHRUGS. and i found out that cis can just take anything from the room without infroming. NOTE FOR SELF: 5 COMPASSES ARE MISSING. i dont think they have compasses @ hta. HMMMAJORHINTMMM.

GOT GREAT HELP from my department mates(: love em
assistant head: JING WEN
armourer: NIFONG
wefare head: AMANDA
medic: HANISAH

(:
hey guys, if you're reading this then tell me when you guys are free.

sch has bee a drag. losing interest like ANYTHING. well, besides geog and chem WHICH I REALLY REALLY like, its pretty much a dread. i guess i like it cos i know some stuf fabout it already. i dont like coming into class where every one else know the answer but me. i usually try my best to read up before the class but i cant find the time to read every subject, so i end up reading chem and geog over and over again. SHRUGS. i can't figure myself out either. oh wells...

havent been updating much, losing interest in this too, haha. anyway, here's a page where you can read or submit random stories you like or made yourself. my brother and his mates made it. some stories i read are pretty funny, some are just plain retarded. --> http://we-are-random.blogspot.com

did i tell you that log head has to raise SINGAPORE flag?!? DAMN...

reply to tags
halie: i dont know what happened.. sorry about not hanging out anymore. i really can't find the time ):

bro: thanks jose

theresa: indeed i must. i have completed my task oh so mighty lord PTI. heh.

-: hmm, funny you might ask. nah, i dont wanna say anything anymore. it might just get my blood boiling. you're pretty blantant and blunt, you know. who are you anyway. this issue is pretty well known i guess. BAH-

2006-05-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

JESSICA IS ONE HOT SEXY BITCH
SHE IS SOOOO HOT THAT IM SWELTERING IN HER HEAT!!!
HAHA.
jess is currently sick so stay away from her. her doctor tells her she's having the common flu. but she is suffering from the I-MISS-SYIRA-FLU. so please keep away. and jess, if you read this, you're hallucinating. another symptom of the illness(;

JESS ADMIT IT; I'M YOUR ANTIDOTE(;

haha. i love you, jess(:

2006-04-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIDA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
<33

(:

2006-04-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

just MAYBE

WHY IS THAT EVERYONE has to do something to hurt the other? why can't people just let things go? why would something so small turn big and then comes back to HURT everyone? why do i always get shocked and dissapointed about someone or something?

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT YESTERDAY WAS ENOUGH

yesterday
grabbed me, lifted me, made me high, happy; ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU HAVE ANOTHER. only to let me down HARD. only to leave me alone.

today
shocked me, witnessed, found out something EXTRA; OUCH MAN. made me regret. made me feel sad, angry, confused and even betrayed.

WHY CAN'T WE ALL GET ALONG?

---

FORGET IT.

went home with ERZA; MARION; SHERMIN AND JESS. saw REZ AND SHAF MA'AM along the way. discussed alot of stuff. THEY SAID,"IF YOU ARE BUNG, THEN JO IS WHAT?!" wahlau; just you wait. on GRAD NIGHT; i dress up like as BUNG as possible. then later judge if i can be sucessful bung. but of course, i need jo's help...

HA-

2006-04-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

I'm Sorry
for all the mean things i have said.

I'm Sorry
For all the things i did or didn't do.

I'm Sorry
If I ever ignored YOU

I'm Sorry
If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.

I'm Sorry
If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you

I Luv You
Don't EVER forget that!
Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you

I'm Sorry
For everything wrong I've ever done

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?
What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about?

What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?

got it from an email.
it means alot; without the curse-if-you-dont-send-to-5-other-ppl of course.

tmr: TO JESS; SWETHA AND ANDREA
my darling squadmates!!! YOU CAN DOOOOOOOO IIIT OOKKAAAY? we'll be behind you all the way(:
to the sec twos too(: saw some of you all training by yourselves... KEEP IT UP and JIAYOU.

to the BADGE TEST PPL(: NI MEN ALSO CAN MAKE IT!!!! WO AI NI MEN!!! (: yea yea(:

NPCC DAY PARADE 06

2006-04-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

YAY; thank you(: says:
HOW COME JESS IS YOUR MUMMY
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
hahaha why?
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
HAHAHAH
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
cannot meh?
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
(:
YAY; thank you(: says:
NO
YAY; thank you(: says:
CANNOT
YAY; thank you(: says:
):
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
too bad i chop her already!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
heee
YAY; thank you(: says:
and you didnt even add me at friendster
YAY; thank you(: says:
):
YAY; thank you(: says:
HA
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
hahaha wait lah!
YAY; thank you(: says:
im her boyfriend(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
i'm blogging lah ahma
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
oh okay
YAY; thank you(: says:
i added you le
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
then i shall tell her that i dont like you cause you always abuse me when she not at home!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
TEEHEE
YAY; thank you(: says:
haha
YAY; thank you(: says:
will i go to court?
YAY; thank you(: says:
):
YAY; thank you(: says:
sobs
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
yes yes!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
heee
YAY; thank you(: says:
too bad cos i know she loves me TOOO much and i shall psycho her into ABANDONING you
YAY; thank you(: says:
(:
YAY; thank you(: says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHA-evil
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
OMG
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
no way
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
i am HER daughter
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
how can she do that to me?!
YAY; thank you(: says:
of course she can
YAY; thank you(: says:
got two options
YAY; thank you(: says:
either throw you in a dumpster OR
YAY; thank you(: says:
chop you up and cook you in curry
YAY; thank you(: says:
(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
she would never!
YAY; thank you(: says:
oh yes she WILL
YAY; thank you(: says:
with my PSYCHIC SKILLS she will(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
omg
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
-pushes you away!!
YAY; thank you(: says:
haha
YAY; thank you(: says:
YOU CAN NEVER ESCAPE
YAY; thank you(: says:
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
YAY; thank you(: says:
(:
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
YES I CAN
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
AHHHH
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
HELP ME!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
MOLESTER!
Its easier to fake and smile and bribe. says:
-POINTS AT YOU

OMG! I LOVE RYHAN(: jess is ryhan's mum ):

2006-03-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

WE JUST GOT A MALLET
WE JUST GOT A MALLET
WE JUST GOT A MALLET
WONDER WHATS ITS PRICE
[hums to tune of "we just got a letter" by blues clues]

wondering eh? its $5.50
I TOT it'll be like $20+++ cos it's like so diff to get buy mallet from ma'am. shrugs. anyway.... I BEEG BEEG HUGE GIGANTIC THANKS TO TAN LI LING FOR HELPING TO CHECK AND BUY THE MALLET. wo ai ni alot alot. oh wait. I AM SUPPOSED TO HATE YOU. (:

I DONT LIKE MDM LIM. ): make us go there for nothing once. make us go there again.
YES SYF PARADE TRAINING WAS CANCELLED. i didnt go for malay AND E MATHS. argh.

and to think that MDM LIM sits RIGHT BESIDE MS SAIFA. ugh.

i wanna be a cheer leader and carry purple pom poms everywhere(:
comps COMING. help me wish for my blisters to go away and for our team to win it for crescent (:

JIA YOU CRESCENT HOCKEY!!!!

2006-03-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

today was A-OKAY
was pretty fun actually.
ms malini wasnt here.
time past by like ANYTHING.

RONIN. oh yeah.
i thought cynthia and liling was very MEAN today. tsk tsk.
naughty naughty.

OH WELLS, i think they'd do better with their full band.
shrugs.

DETENTION was okay. i was holding the red pail with cecil and lisa when i saw MDM LIM. wah i CHIONG inside the room lah. SEKALI bk ma'am was there. and to make things WORST, claudia and rebecca ma'am walked in. i was silently cursing myself. i dont know which one is worst... shrugs. then i was supposed to clean the WHOLE room by myself. but the room was DAMN CLEAN LAH. i didn't know what to do lah. ended talking to wai man, masliana, vanya and teri. (:

I NEED TO PAY
:$10 FOR ENGLISH
:$20 FOR CLASS FUND
:$10 FOR MELAKA CAMP

OH SHIT. i just realised i owe dhanusha $5 damn.

i read shaf ma'am's blog. I ALSO WANT THE BOTTLE!!!! my cousin has the BLUE ONE. argh. i want the RED ONE. HOT HOT HOT<333

fry is last, what a disgrace.

CAN I HAVE MY LETTER?

2006-03-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

campcraft(:

okay; i probably am the SLOWEST to blog about campcraft.
i actually wanted to write down my whole campcraft journey. but honestly, probably to late. so i shall write a little message(:

to DEAREST CC MATES:-
what the hey! we made it into the FINALS!!! yeah, we are all stressed with promo, cc, studies with a cherry on top. but we all can do this(: JUST ONE MORE WEEK, just hang in there. we are the SEVEN FOREVER GALXZXZXZXZ [with ah-lian accent] haha, but we shd be first forever galxzxzx, then can get first(: haha WHOOPS oop. yeah, no matter RAIN, SHINE, THUNDERSTORM EVEN, we'll have to get through this. have done good enough getting through the finals bUt nothing its better than WINNING THE TROPHY AND WALKING IN TRIUMPH. yeah. so JIAYOU; WE CAN DO THIS

(:

next time, i'll write about credits(:

TO cynthia: GREAT JOB CAPTAIN. motivated us throughout(;

to jiatru: I WILL ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOU OKAY?thanks for being there for me.

to xy: YEAH YEAH, my FLAGSTAFF WOMAN.ERECT flagstaff in 3 mins okay(:

to jingwen:YAY(: lashings improved!!! jiayou(: proud of you

to farzanah:JIAYOU! YOU CAN DO IT DE! yea yea(: practice hard ya?

to nifong:MODEL STUDENT!(: cut twine dont let the ball roll out okay?

to edlyn:OH YEAH EDLYN EDLYN ALL THE WAY!!! (: i love edlyn. jiayou okay(:

to racha: JIAYOU, thanks for being there for me. i love your never say die spirit(:

to denise:DENISE!!! MUST NOT BAD MOOD! you dont bad mood, i also dont okay?(:

to liling: i'll share the mallet(:

2006-03-14T09:23:00.000+08:00

we got into finals;
WHOOpie.

blog about it next time.

2006-03-14T08:34:00.000+08:00

why is every one i know becoming a crook?
why would all them just leave me clueless?
why is it that all of this happens at once?

first its YOU;
hurt me real bad.
made me look like a fool.
made me think, is it all worthit?
made me think, should i even care?
and asked myself, should i be upset over this? should i just forget it? should i just PRETEND like nothing ever happened...

AS MUCH I WLD LIKE TO JUST THROW IT AWAY, AS MUCH AS I WANT IT TO NEVER HAPPEN; i cant. it KILLS ME thinking about it.

and just as i was to forget about anything that happened. YOU come along and bring your GIRLFRIEND to me.

not like you did anything wrong to me, but; its just IMMORAL. its wrong. in SO MANY ASPECTS its WRONG. i know it was pretty rude of me to just stand up and walk away. i dont know whats happening to me or to you. both of you. actually three of you. its sick, its disgusting and it makes me giddy. i can't even IMAGINE what you do TOGETHER. my mum was saying 'dont mix with these kind of people. you might just turn into them' HOW can i not mix with them. HOW CAN I. they are EVERYWHERE. whatsmore; I LIKE THESE PEOPLE. HECK, I LOVE THEM. why, you ask? cos they are GREAT people. super awesome friends. really one of a kind.

and now i sit here and ask myself; what should i do? and if you're feeling guilty reading this [i bet you wont be], what do you want me to do?

2006-02-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

SORRY LAH my tmr is very long.

shall skip the mockery of tll. i just wanna say...
N-D-PAY!!!! haha.

you know what, that rhymes(;
haha. okay.

cny concert was such a drag. seriously, why depend on karaoke to celebrate cny? why not a short presentation on cny celebrations throughout the years ro throughout thw world? why NOT? its better than some ear-piercing... ah. nvm lah. OH WELLS. after that, went to brenda's house, its so damn nice lah. we help to clean her house, bla bla bla. had fun lah

saturday; went WILD WILD WET. woohoooooo(; but i fell sick. 43.8degC ): damn hot. got flu. cough. yeah. slept at the chalet for one night. got barbeque. next day went to the beach. i felt no better, cough getting worst.

monday, eh i cant rmb(:

tuesday: went to doc. he said i might have dengue :/ got medicine and TWO DAYS MC(: went to grandma's place. yeah. felt damn sick so i went home first. vomitted. slept. bla bla

wed, went doctor again cos i got these beeg beeg RED BULGING patches on my thigh. turns out, i'm allergic to amoxyl, an antibiotic lah. then jr called an i got my hmwk, i got take-care wishes, and cassandra told me not to do any hmwk. haha(:

AIYA I LAZY LAH(:

2006-01-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

I'LL BLOG TMR, dont worry, i'll rmb EVERYTHING. including the MOCKERY OF TLL(:

2006-01-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT, i got this huge HUGE mosquito bite high up my thigh. how the hell did the mosquito get there. now its so damn itchy and its hard to scratch. i had to change into boxers ): stupid mosquito... i dont like mosquitos

peer leader session
SO DAMN TIRING LAH. i run here and there. and EVERYWHERE. haha
i practically run to every class lah.
we played knots then me lynette and li pin ended up holding each other and geraldine someone and somone hold each other
haha
much more fun lah today

tmr;
SOCIAL STUDIES TEST.
anyone can tell me what it is?
theyfeelthatimverydisrespectful. ireallydontmeantobe. ireallydont. iknowi'vebeenpmsingalot. sorryma'ams. i'vegottenalotofbadnewsthesedays. imreallyreallysorry

SOBS ):

2006-01-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY

had fry house party! (:
played some games, OH, and JESS made new cheers, with improvisasion(:

FRY HOUSE X4
go fry [ECHO:go FRY] x2

the whole thing twice.
then sittaye got a funny one(: haha, shant say.
aiya then wanted ll's dad to send us to red hill and got big commotion lah.
AIYA, FORGET IT LAH(:

yesterday

got BEACH SAFETY MATTERS thingy at sentosa.
WE DIDNT WIN!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!.

somemore the first prize is VISOR! damn it):
OH WELLS. so sad...
oh yah it was dhanusha's birthday, then they were SINGING SO DAMN LOUD LAH. i dont know whether to scream along or to feel malu. haha.
our sqd wanted to sing for her but we all kind of forgot in the bus cos everyone was sleeping. yeah. so HAPPY BIRTHDAYonbehalf of our sqd. yeah.

tkd, it was my last tkd session with sir.
i may probably come back after 'O' levels. maybe i'll come back much later. i dont know. ): we were doing our kicks and we saw a BOTAK jianye in army u. i was like WAH.

today
i slept in the bus so i didnt pick up cyn's, jr's, theresa's , halie's and xm's calls. so so sorry. when i looked at my phone i saw 23 missed calls, i was like WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

was so damn sleepy and tired. i didnt feel like doing grading. but nothing bad happened to me lah. jun wei DAMN CUTE, and a korean guy DAMN SHUAI. then got this ma'am always block me and cyn of our view. then we decided to call her fat ma'am. (;

to liling: CHEER UP OR I'LL PUNCH YOU. quotes from jw:"you - somemore lah, you SISSY girl." haha(:

to theresa: i heal you back for you(:

to cyn: SORRY FOR YOU BLUEBLACK, is there really one?

to jess: THANKEW(:

to pokkai: it's alright. these things happen. dont be sad. wo ai ni! i lend you my shoulder ah, you can bite me as much as you want. the most pain and i bite you back(; MUAHAHA. yay! i bite you.

to =_=: done

to ...:im in 3s3; you?

2006-01-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

I AM

FREAKING

LAZY;

DONT

BLAME ME,

GOT LOTS

TO DO, I'LL

TRY TO

UPDATE

OVER THE

WEEKEND

OKAY? (:

I LOVE BRENDA(:

2006-01-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

TODAY!

supposed to go library with gadis to finish up homework. but gadis thought the library was closed, so ended up in GADIS' house. supposed to do homework there BUT IN THE END, we watched GOLDMEMBER. laughed my head off(: YAY! i love gadis! she gave me CHOCS!!! (: AAAH! i love gadis! she gave me MERCI! whooohooo! i share with you tmr okay? (: wo ai ni!!! then met bro at JEC while gadis went to watch wallace and gromit alone -___-

then went to buy the cloth there. THANKS GAD!!! (:

then went home(:

THINGS TO REMEMBER!!!
-bring choc(:
-finish and bring ll's letter
-come early to sch tmr to chope seats for jr, gad, and randeeee
-bring FULL GI!!
-collect tablet from her tmr
-bring CD
-bring CLOTH

anything else?

tmr, very gancheong. ppl so busy everywhere.
talk to liling, she's like HURRY.
call cyn, HAVING TUITION
call jr, CALL ME BACK LATER.
call theresa, HURRY, GOING OUT.
call brenda, BUSY, CALL TMR.
call xm, DOING LAST MINUTE HMWK, hurry!
call firdaus, got guests over, call back LATER.

SIGH

wah im so neglected.

T.T

WAAH sobs ):

2005-12-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY!

was the birthday girl(: along WITH -drumrolls-

-IDRIS!
-ADILAH!
-ISHAK!
-BRENDA!!

yay!!! (:
got birthday messages from:
-JESSICA [@2359]
-BRENDA[@2359]
-HALIE [@0013]
-AHEM AHEM [@ 0042]
-XIAOMIN [@0247]
-CYNTHIA [@0702]
-JIATRU [@0838]
-PRITHIKA [@1043]
-ASILALAH [@1219]
-LILING [@1225]
-ahem ahem AHEM [@1226]
-LILING again [@1939]

yay(:
i love ALL of you(:
sorry i couldn't reply you all cos my prepaid not enough value):

i opened XIAOMIN'S present!!
THANKS!
-one christmas handphone bear which REALLY looks like liling's one!!
-one normal handphone bear(: very cute!
-one cute pillow
-and a very touching card(:

YAY! i love XIAOMIN!!! (:

doing class attachment NOT with iffah, NOT with liling BUT....

JIATY

RUUUU

!!! (:

yay(: i hope gadis can take 1s2 peer leader class with me(:
yay(: (:

i am SOOOOO hyper(:

2005-12-29T18:49:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY TMR TMR TMR!!! AAAH!
AHEM AHEM; i expect ppl to sms me at TWELVE MIDNIGHT. (: (: (: I dont care who the hell you are, TWELVE MIDNIGHT!!! (:

im very happy for my presents this year(: [by order]
-eeyore [wan er]
-eeyore [aunt]
-BEAR BEAR[cyn, jr, jy, jw, xy, sh (:]
-op file, pencil case & wallet [grandma]
-watch and pencil case [aunt]
-pyjamas[aunt]
-CONVERSE BAG!!!! (: [MUMMY!!!]
-ring(: and candy [liling]
-ring(: [halie]
-card and ANGEL BEAR [brenda and john(?)]
-surprise present, can only open tmr [xiaoMIN]
-beeg HUGS [alot of ppl]
-$$$ [alot of ppl]

today got np.
STRESS LIKE ANYTHING, very dissapointing.
when it was time to do the real full dress rehearsal, everything went wrong. then -- ask if it was supposed to be like that. NO, NO NO NO NO. they actually stayed in that position for 4/8. by then, i cannot tahan anymore. dont want to look even. dissapointed me alot. ALOT ALOT ALOT. lucky zak ma'am wasnt there. i'll be feeling worst. yeah; very foul mood. my sqdmts are right; when im angry, DONT CONFRONT ME. UPSET, DISSAPOINTED; yes, CAN. BUT angry, HAHAHA, cannot. unless you want to die ah. yeah. the second time they did it. WAS MUCH MUCH MUCH better. EVERYONE BROKE BOARD. if they cant i'd laugh at them. i'll go, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! (: haha okay okay. main point, they broke board, after that i very happy(: (; (:

then one more try out then we left. stayed back for the cheers thingy(: (: (: im partnering LILING!, initially wanted to do with iffah, but liling is FINE(; oh man, we gotta do CHEERS. haha; FLY KITE! (: i wanna download the schnappi song; its irritating but its DAMN CUTE. i just CANNOT STOP SINGING!!! stoopid schnappi song; ALL YOUR FAULT):

kay kay, then we LEFT, and ate crunch icecream and went home(: SCHNAPPI!!!

to the sec ones: your performance on the dress rehearsal was VERY dissapointing. but after that, the performance was okay. some said it was okay for first few tries; but i expect higher standard, why? cos you all can do better than that. you all improved alot from the first try, but dont be too complacent, cos its not gd enough two win the sec ones over. keep in mind that we are using the same song as the ncc, so we have to do a better performance. theirs is gd. ours has LOTS of room for improvement. from now on, we are gonna take trainings SERIOUSLY, no slacking no playing, break time, you can play as MUCH as you want. but trainings might be tough, so PLS bear with me till the end. we are all in this together, be it fancy drills or tkd. we are going to do our best. so dont let me down again. not again.

MY BIRTHDAY(: ahem ahem(:

2005-12-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

I AM SO SORRY THAT I AM SO LAZY!!!! wo ZHEN DE DUI BU QI!!!! )):

ANYWAY, tmr got np.
to sqd- NEW UNIT TEE
to sec ones- reminder bring your fake knives. keep up the gd work
to JING WEN, JIAYING, CYNTHIA, JIATRU, XIUYING, SHUHUI AND THERESA- THANK YOU SOO SOO SOOO MUCH FOR YOUR PRESENTS!!! althought it isnt my bdae yet, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! (: (: (: wo ai ni men.
to the world out there *COUGH COUGH 30TH DECEMBER COUGH COUGH* `wink-
to liling- i'll try my best to write your letter asap
to jiatru- i told them LIAO(:
to zakiah ma'am- THANK YOU for coming down on monday. THANK YOU(:
to teresa ma'am- THANK YOU for the song
to fraiser- i can't make it for your bdae): so sorry): i get you bdae present okay?
to lisa- hope you get your choice. too bad you cant come to crescent. ):
to 3s306- HELLO(:

THANK YOU AND GOODBYE.
*i think i shall blog on demand, so if more ppl want me to blog, more i'd blog. (: so to the '(:' anon and halie, THERE YOU GO(:*

2005-12-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY OKAY.

today; we had full dress rehearsal.
was VERY HOT-TEMPERD today.
but i dont dare to shout so much):
they'll think i very ERPS.
yeah.

finally got our act together.
and EVERYTHINGS DONE.
then we did our rod present for our ncos.
then went to bk @ tiong for lunch to see some of the sec ones have lunch there too.

theresa helped me pay first. THANKS. then we ATE.
then we did sme disgusting stuff with the ketchup, onion rings and fries. LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD XD haha. if only i had the pic of it. ):

then bought NO NUT SOFT COOKIE(:
YUMMM XP

then went to buy the spray thingy.
AT HOME, called shafina ma'am, tot she's incharge but NO, its KAIRYA ma'am. she asked for no. and CALLED. and asked, SHE SAID CAN!! (: then told me the ROD KIT LIST. and here goes(:

KITLIST
`toiletries
`sufficient undergarments
`3 t-shirts [wearing sqd tee there, bring 2 pe shirts]
`extra shorts
`school tie
`3 pairs of socks
`towels
`torchlight
`medication
`rag
`extra track pants [bring one extra]
`gifts for the present exchange game thingy

yeah, more details to tell you if you come tmr(:

DONE,
TATA(:

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY SORRY TO MY DEAREST SQUADMATES FOR BEING DAMN SHIT AND SHOWING ATTITUDE AND A BEEG BEEG SORRY TO CYNTHIA FOR DRAGGING YOUR TABLET. ): SO SORRY

2005-12-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

on the PERSONAL AND SPECIAL REQUEST from my ~~DEAREST~~ HALIE and DARLING COUSIN; i shall update(: [btw i was forced to write this]

you know what, i can just post it THIS SHORT and say i updated(: haha. NONO. CANT. SHE'LL KILL ME ON SUN. AND HER. AND HER. AND HIM. AND HER. haha(;

TODAY! we did our PRACTICE on ROD PERFORMANCE. not supposed to blog on WHAT we are doing. so must SHHH! (: BUT ALL I CAN SAY is that we are going somewhere. no bad lah. A SPECIAL THANKS TO JESSICA she isn't coming yet, she helped us(: THANKS JESS, WE LOVE YOU LOTS<33 my partner is FARZANAH!!!! gd dancer. BETTER THAN CYNTHIA! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA(: she is partnering my gay partner. shuhui&jiatru; jiaying&xiuying; jingwen&theresa; and thats all so far(: I LIKE DANCING WITH JESS! except she ABIT the difficult to dip her(: HAHA! why must you not come jess, WHY.

i cant say anymore!!!! THANKS CYNTHIA; HER MUM, SIS AND ERIC, for lending us your house(: and i bet liling is LOST NOW. she took the WRONG SIDE. supposed to take the OPPOSITE bus stop. RIGHT LILING[nudge]?!?! HAHAHA(: i think she'd only understand....

goodbye and goodnight(:

2005-12-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

you know what. i feel left out.
EVERYONE of them is leaving me out.
going out without me.
didnt bother to ask.
in blogs, i see each others name
but i dont see mine.
so far not one person wrote my name;
not without me asking them to
not without reminding.

so FINE, im not so OUTGOING cos i CANT go out as much. I'LL TRY IF YOU ASK YOU KNOW, I CAN PESTER, SNEAK OUT. i REALLY thought you were the GREATEST bunch of guys. not until after school ended, and when i stopped seeing you guys. not until seeing pictures of you guys being together without me. SO FINE, SO ME A JEALOUS LOSER. but i really loved you guys, HECK YOU GUYS MIGHT NOT EVEN READ MY BLOG, AND YOU'LL NVR KNOW. ~~and i wasted tears for nothing.~~

2005-12-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

OH YAY!
im going out with HIM tmr. we're gonna go to the MOVIES! dont know what to watch yet. HE'S TREATING! oh yeah. then, if there's nothing nice, then go his house and watch his DVDS, yeah, MOVIE MARATHON. wonder how many movies we can watch. HMS, i think i'd rather go his house then watch at cinema. NUMBER ONE, waste MONEY, go his house can watch COUNTLESS. number TWOO, can eat as many popcorns as i want(: gonna POP them ourselves. number three, cinema seats aren't as comfortable. AND WHO KNOWS, i can meet ppl at the cinema that i'd like to stay away from(: AND TO THE OTHER FOUR OF YOU: we are meeting him at EIGHT O'CLOCK SHARP TMR at YOU KNOW WHERE(: abit the far from my house though. ): all the way up north *hint to you guys* if you still cant catch it, CALL ME. i'll tell you(: xm, wanna go together?(:

today; NPCC
we falled in into two squads; ptkit, 1/4 U

then me and theresa started on the sec ones. today, only the TAEKWONDO ppl are doing with us; WHICH IS ALOT easier, i have to say. then we revised their pattern. but they we really slack. got the urge to shout at them. then we gave them quite sufficent time to practice... i think. then when they said they were ready, told ma'am, and started them performance cum inspection. ma'am said their kicks
and blocks are low but they improved alot from the previous session.

KEEP IT UP SEC ONES! yeah, the NEXT session; we are gonna brush up on your KICKS AND BLOCKS. keep up the jerks and stunts, keep it up!

btw, can you guys tell me who are the ones who never come, the belt level, why they nvr come and for those who are overseas, when they are coming back. yeah, ASAP thanks

then we dicussed our campcraft, i was BLUE RIDING HOOD(: and nifong was GREEN RIDING HOOD(: i think our team is pretty clueless on what to do. alot of ideas with alot of problems. HAHAS. yeah.

then went kfc to eat, and went home. passed her the THING before that(:

okay, done. I THOUGHT TODAY THEY WERE GONNA PITCH STUFF, and was so so sad. but they just learnt lashing, WOULD SOMEONE TEACH ME LASHING? sigh):

I CANT FIND MY WATCH.

2005-12-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS SURPRISINGLY OKAY.
i shall blog about it later(:

2005-11-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

was one of the few to come early on monday

YOU KNOW WHAT, i very lazy to retype. yes, everything dissapeared. i found out that im not doing campcraft with the rest tmr. INSTEAD im doing tkd with theresa; she's not doing fancy drills anymore. she's standing in for CYNTHIA who doesnt have to teach tkd. she's happy. im not, and theresa, upset and pissed is an understatement. i know cyn's needed cos she cap. but theresa didnt do anything but she has to teach them tkd. not like it's cynthia's fault that she doesnt need to teach them. i guess it's my fault cos i saboed her. i know she wanted to do fancy drills. we both did very badly. but now she cant cos she has to stand in for cynthia; and it isnt even cynthia's fault.

and now i cant do campcraft? UGH. just so shitty. this is just the type of thing that decreases enthusiasm. THIS IS JUST SO FUCKED UP. AAAAARGH!
AAH!iaskedhertoconvincebutidoubtshewill
AAH!!cosshe'stoohappy):

2005-11-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

CIVIL DEFENCE COURSE.

you know what; let me recall and i'll get back to you; is that okay? shall go and eat my lemon juice now. I WANT MY E-MAIL!!!!! AAAAAAAAAH! sobs. all i know is that i have been missing out because of my e-mail. UGH. AND! i'm missing out on FANCY DRILLS, ah my love... i need to hold the rifle again!!! instead of fancy drills, we're teaching them tkd. not like i got a prob with it or anything but i get JEALOUS when i see them do fancy drills... SO FUN. though dropping rifle is a beeg beeg deal. BUT STILL! i want rifle. sigh sigh. but even if i get to do fancy drills, most prob, we'll go back to campcraft cos everything is finalised now. sigh SIGH.

teaching them is also a challenge, cos we have only a rough idea on was the hell we are teaching. OH MAN! I WANT FANCY DRILLS!!! sobs*

can we; can we?

SOBS

2005-11-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

27-11-05

THIS MORN!
woke up DAMN early to wash my squad tee. was scrubbing it with my eyes closed -_- damn sleepy. so i took a COLD SHOWER TO WAKE ME UP. it sure did. but i got a slight cold after that... [duh] cannot stop sneezing ): SNIFF. then i ironed my clothes and changed into them and met the rest at the park. i was riding the bicycle with xm while b and bf were on roller blades. h could not come cos her mom wants her to go to church. so we played and played and played until around 10.30 there and ate breakfast at macs. i ate the cheapest burger, sausage mc muffin. i think(: then headed home to take a short shower and got ready to go to grandma's house. left around 1pm there. my mum wanted to take bus there. why? cos...
-its cheap
-can sit down cos she is holding lil' sis.
-its a straight bus there
-can sleep on the bus.

my DAD however wanted to cab down. why?
-its convinient
-very mahfan to carry lil' sis up on the bus and down
-grandma expects us to be here by 12 actually, so taking bus mean a LONG LONG time there
-my bro and me forgottened to bring our wallets.

so it was 3 on 1. me and my bro DUH wanted to take cab. my sister could barely react to ppl talking to her, what more making a choice between bus or cab. she'd just frown and make gurggling noises when she thinks you're talking to her. but she smiles now and then. and a scream would be followed shortly after.

so we took a cab there and got there around 1.45 there.

got there and grandma and i got the food ready. ASAM PEDAS!! i got the fish tail! (: then i watch nick channel for a while and got sleepy so i bunked in into my grandpa's bed. i woke up when my cousin sat/lie down on me while i was sleeping. "whoops, sorry ira. didnt see you there"-zach

then the room was too noisy cos zach, lisa, raihan, sarah and tania were in the room, not forgetting my bro. so i sat down with lisa while listening to zch's new ipod [the LATEST model] and talked about her psle results. she got pretty low for her psle
sci- A*
eng- A
mth- B
mly- C
aggregate- 205

was pretty sad and dissapointed cos i really wanted her to go to crescent who's cut of point is 239. but she's gonna go for queenstown or new town. OHWELLS. speaking of psle, i cant remember what eric got. but i know he wants either acs barker or gan eng seng; both very vomit worthy choices [meant no offence to anyone]. yeah.

then we played this new simple addictive lame game with poker cards, i just learnt it(: its called MOSQUITO. i hope a i can play it with my squaddies(: then played worms world party on my tablet. then they had to go home.

shortly after the went home, my aunt ordered PIZZA! canadian 2 for 1. herbs and cheese, and hawaiian pizza. i could only eat one herbs and cheese pizza cos i was so damn full.

then left grandma's house and went to NTUC and bought everyday stuff. i sneaked in ritz sandwich biscuits(: then took cab home cos we were carrying alot of things.

im now at home, and resting(:

scared ya didnt i(:
cheated you but you didnt seem impressed:(

2005-11-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

today!

THUMBS UP(:
-got free ride from my neighbour again(:
-wasnt late for np, was early infact
-quite alot of ppl came, so we need not say "not here ma'am, not sure ma'am"
-got to learn brown belt
-MET ASILAH!!! (:
-did diamond pumping and knucle pumping, didnt know i could do even one before
-the WHOLE SQUAD ENDURED
-ERIC CAME!!!
-dexter was there too(:
-convinced sir to talk to ma'am
-got to go to THAT PLACE!
-mummy cooked YUMMY DINNER!!!
-got to use THIS COMPUTER

THUMBS DOWN):
-didnt eat breakfast
-didnt bring hpgof bk): [so sorry -sobs*]
-had to teach sec ones something we JUST LEARNT.
-couldnt do fancy drills):
-got my pants dirty before tkd started
-dropped NINE rifles
-got pumped [first time i shivered so much(:]
-got blister at the toe
-my rope burns hurt more
-crack my ankles while doing frog jumps
-jingwen fell down):
-gay partner cheated my feelings
-tried to act dao but failed
-could not find THAT PAPER
-got home later than expected

thats a draft. your turn to make it a summary(:
let me know when you're done. hand it up by the end of today.

wax on; wax off guy just died):

2005-11-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mitsuko Takashi

What's your Japanese Name?

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.
You focus on living a quality life.
You're not easily impressed with novelty.
Yet, you easily impress others.

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How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

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You are blessed with the gift of tongues.
You are an extremely friendly person to be around
with, and it's hard to ever hate you. You seem
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are attreacted to your charm, and can't help
but feel comfortable around you. This also goes
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Whenever there is a language barrier blocking
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You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
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Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

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You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

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While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.
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Talented, sexy, and sassy.
You've got a star quality that everyone notices

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You are 70% Good and 30% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
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But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

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haha... okay...

shall blog again later(:

2005-11-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.

Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.

You cherish all of the details in life.

Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

today had np, pitched tent(:
SUCKS! must do better, SO MANY PPL DIDNT COME THOUGH!

BUT, we had SWETHA AND JIE EN TO BACK US UP, thanks you guys... then didnt have enough twine so we did component training. results for me;
BOWLIINE- 5 in 50 secs[ ma'am said got lots of room for improvement):]
TENTGUY-one in 16SECS! AAAHH! i suck...
PEGGING- 15sec/peg without mallet; 8sec/peg with mallet

only if i can perform like that while pitching tent. sigh. then had rt. captain's ball. my grp sucked. i whacked
-kairya ma'am
-shafina ma'am [although we were on the same team]
and hugged
-jiat ru
-edlyn

edlyn got her specs flattened by her nose because her nose got whacked by the ball): NONETHELESS, their grp won. so we got forfeit, in the end, the WHOLE UNIT HAD FORFEIT. our sqd did BALLERINA with peiting ma'am; thought by the lovely JIE EN! then sec ones did macarena with rebecca ma'am and sec three ma'ams did chicky dance. yeah. oh wells. then meera ma'am told the campcraft team that we are gonna do fancy drills instead campcraft these few days until everything is finalised. yeah. then revised drills and changed. after that went home with jr; lings; cyn and met xiao min, jess and halie at library. WHO WAS LATE NOW HUH? wait and wait and wait. then ALMOST WENT TO TE ICE SKATING PLACE, but saw that got some competition over there so we went to library and talked and talked and talked. then brenda appeared with her BOYFRIEND, who was MORE THAN FRIENDLY and WILLING to hold her hand. he is actually SEVENTEEN, i repeat; SEVENTEEN. oh my tian lah... found out he is in basketball. actually quite friendly. yeah, but couldnt leave bren alone. she stand up only, he asks where shes going and stands up after her. WINKS WINKS(: then around four, i left with xiao min cos they wanted to go town. "LOOK AT THAT HAIR! i mean HOW CAN THEY KEEP THAT KIND OF HAIR!? i bet they have CARTONS AND CARTONS of HAIR GEL. how does it STAND LIKE THAT?! i bet THIS could be the EIGHTH WONDER OF THE WORLD!!!!"-xiaomin

haha(:
LOOK OUT XIAOMIN, IT CAN POKE!! -nudge-

so far the ppl interested for iceskating
-me
-shuhui
-xiuying
-theresa

ANY MORE?(:

did i say that harry potter and the goblet of fire is dissapointing. I HAVENT? okay, i'll say it. HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE IS DISSAPOINTING.

2005-11-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

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Death Killer

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Those who like you crave security

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Ceasar Titts

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Your Power Animal: Eagle

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale

You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

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Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Average

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You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

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Your Power Color Is Lime Green

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You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

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You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

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Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

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so fun(:

WENT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER. how dissapointing. oh wells, shall blog tmr then. CSI!!!

2005-11-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

we had CADET ACE today.

met at at redhill at 9; reached there around 8.50am. by that time, racha, jiatru, sheryl, theresa and cynthia was there. liling and edlyn was walking in. then after came swetha, then shermin. XIUYING WAS LATE! naughty person. got whack on her butt for PUNISHMENT. then we waited for the bus for very long. i got pissed while waiting. then when the bus FINALLY CAME, felt so DAMN sleepy, i can barely keep my eyes open. but there was JUST FOR LAUGHS GAGS on tv mobile to help keep myself awake.

then we were told to go to ntuc to shop for awhile while waiting for sir to come. bought MINI CORENTTO[?] for everyone, including ang sir. everybody pooled. FIFTY CENTS. yep. then started everything.

seperated into two groups;- jiatru, swetha, racha, cynthia, sheryl and shermin in the first shift; edlyn, theresa, xiuying liling and me in the second. so we could go anywhere we want. just must be back by 11.30 for our shift.

so me and liling bought SUGAR DONUT @ SWEETRING shop. SUPER DEEDUPER! damn soft and LOTS of sugar. used to buy that everytime i go disturb my mum at her old office. then me and my shiftmates headed for the bukit merah community library. then on the way there, we saw a bird that was runned over and its guts were ALL OVER. then liling went "EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!" and started jumping away from it. I HOWEVER; couldnt see the bird as i was walking on the curb; so i went "WHAT?! WHERE?!" and i almost stepped on it because i thought whatever liling was screaming at was on the curb itself. (: then we went library.

read this childrens book with liling "THERE'S HAIR IN MY DIRT- A WORM STORY". and a pooh book in malay that i had to translate. half way reading that book, i got boring so we changed book to some factual book on china's dynasties. i learnt that Forbidden city has 800 buildings and 9999 rooms. [THANKS LILING-nudge*] yah. and that the qing dynasty was the last dynasty(: yeah.

then rushed back. on the dot(: i think. haha. then it was our shift. theresa, liling and me walked around first. i think i was the only one talking lah, unless its a chinese speaking target. i can even MEMORISE my line because i say ALOT ALOT of times. "HI SIR/MA'AM,[ in a VERY jovial tone]. we are from CRESCENT NPCC. today, we're promoting crime prevention. one of the aspects of crime prevention in snatch theft. for example, YOUR WALLET/HANDPHONE-points to it* its really an easy target for snatch theives. -target starts keeping valuables* yeah, it isnt advised to leave valuables around unless you want it to be stolen-flashes my BEEG BEEG grin* yeah, we've set up a booth on crime prevention right over there-point* it showcases other aspects of crime such as breaking in and conning. pls come by when you are free today okay? you can even get a free magnet when you visit our booth, WHILE STOCKS LAST!! see you sir/ma'am(:-flashes beeg beeg grin again*" yeah. very soon our day was over, we got SHOE BAGS!! AAAAHHH! just when my uncle bought for me. wasted lah. but i think im gonna use the adidas bag. imagine our most sqdmts using that bag, then it'll be confusing. so far i know, i have the same bag as cynthia and liling. i think so. but its better than the WHOLE sqd right? yah.

then went back, you know hen you go back, you are supposed to inform me right? the ONLY TWO that informed me were JIATRU[she the best, told me right away(:] and RACHA.
the rest, you ask? well I had to go and call all of the rest. so good right? so ppl going for tmr must not make edlyn suffer and call all of you. must tell edlyn STRAIGHT away. okay?! yeah.

ARE YOU GUYS STILL GOING ICE SKATING?! (:

2005-11-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY.

had npcc, the one that we learnt some stuff AND fun and the same time. she wasnt so bad at all(: and SHAMITA actually came to look for her. YECK. so scary. poor her. OOOO DENISE FAINTED. she drank BAD MILK! ewww, haha(: then ma'am was poking fun and asking her if she needed to be carried, then SUDDENLY she just plop onto her. I NVR FELT SO SHOCKED IN MY LIFE!! THE BEST PART, she still can ask if she fainted. OH OH OH!

I GOT INTO CAMPCRAFT TEAM! yay; together with

-CYNTHIA[cap/bowline]
-JIATRU[most prob vice cap/flagstuff]
-RACHA[most prob reserve]
-NIFONG[most prob reserve]
-FARZANAH[tent guy/pole holder]
-XIUYING[flagstuff/pole holder]
-JINGWEN[pegger]
-EDLYN[tentguy]
-DENISE[tent guy]
-LILING[pegger/pole holder]
-AND ME(:[pegger/tentguy]

thats roughly the plan. yeah! I LOVE PEGGING WITH THE MALLET!!! i got into the soil DAMNED FAST. the first tent we pitched, WAS SO FUN!!!! racha was blindfolded; me and liling were tied from our left wrists to our own left ankles. xiuying and nifong were tied at ankles. jingwen and cyn at hands. jiat ru and farzanah same as me and liling but on the right side. yes, a HANDICAPPED CREW. WHO CANT FINISH A TENT IN 25 MINS. then we had to pitch a solid tent in 7mins. actually, i thought our grp we fast. we did all the pegs before the outer sheet was up. but the twine kept snapping. i rmb for xiuying's side snapped more than thrice. so in the end we just tie anyhow when ma'am said times up. yeah. then debreif with cis. then DONE. went to kfc @ tiong for lunch with nifong jingwen liling jiatru and jiaying. then halfway eating, got this person, namely ms carol, who promoted this essential oil thingy. which is $49.90 for one bottle. but got promotion for students, buy 4 for $19.90 jiaying, jingwen and nifong bought them [NOTE: NIFONG USES PERFUME]. then turns out, she WAS a ci. then she gave us a stratergy for campcraft. THANKS MS CAROL! i even have your number! HAHA.

TODAY
came back to discuss campcraft. our captain assigned our roles. i'm okay with my role lah. not so gd at the rest... then denise was sick, so nvr come. ITS OKAY, MY FEELINGS ARENT CHEATED. but that LILING AH. can come but DONT WANT. cheat ALL our feelings; esp cap's. everyone got smily face except her; right captain? (: yeah. then played basket ball. i SUCK. damn.. ): i miss netball, shall go and play with my aunt some time. then nf; jr; jw and me sat outside d&t rm and chat while cyn went for curie meeting. then went home. we to buy lunch at macs and saw sec ones. ~~what a day to be spoilt.~~ then rushed home. (:

yeah, i think its okay now(:*

2005-11-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

I DIDNT GO PS WITH THEM):

im so sad..... sigh

looking for a new skin. most prob wld be making one myself, but can't find the time to. theres nothing to do at home. dishes; washed, kept. dried clothes; bro folded. dirty clothes; washed, hanged. hall; vacummed. TWICE. theres one THICK STACK OF HOMEWORK AND WORKSHEETS that i DARE NOT TOUCH. cant get myself disciplined enough. SO; i went online. WENT TO GIVE PPL TESTIMONIALS. so ppl, pls check your friendster and accept my testimonial. mostly sqdmts. lemme recall. SHUHUI; JIATRU; EDLYN; CYNTHIA; LILING. i cant remember if jess and xiuying's one is there or not. yeah; just check okay?

there's no night training on wednesday. I THOUGHT IT WAS ON WEDNESDAYS. paiseh only. EH, ANYBODY GOING TO THE PERFORMANCE THINGY AT TOAPAYOH?! cus im willing to go. how about the rest? anything PLS TELL ME. whether you're going or not going, TAG. okay?! okay(: erm, sir prefers all of us to go together. but i know that JIATYRU can't make it. LILING doubts she can make it. what about the rest? tell me yah(:

okay; off to find a new template; most prob with a password. yeah; so ask me for password once it's up yah?if i dont give you, TOO BAD *-nudges liling* unless you hack lah. then you're lucky lah.

CAN I TURN BACK TIME AND START MY SECONDARY SCH LIFE AGAIN? no point asking right, syira? no one can answer that my way.

2005-11-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

okay, so i'm back after a long time. internet is SCREWED. couldn't go into blogger and msn and yahoo. NOW I CAN GO INTO BLOGGER; but msn is still screwed. i cannot tahan already!!! sigh....

hari raya so far is okay... tapi macam tak meriah. so dead lah. nobody making lontong anymore, just buy the packet one. lampu kelap kelip pun tak dihidup. mak kata waste current; mahal. have been sick for the past few days. having fever and headache. aiya; no more cold drinks for me. ): but after the first two days of raya, i felt i can't eat anything. i just drank the drinks when i went to people's houses. i dont even touch the cookies i made. i didn't touch anything unless it is in a liquid form. today i didnt eat anything either. except for that pessimon and dragonfruit puree that my daddy made with his new blender. IT SUCKS. SO KELAT, bleah... okay. wtv syira.

today i went to watch SKY HIGH. actually i wanted to watch tom yum goong with my bro. but found out its NC16. so i watched sky high while he spent his money in the arcade. the show was okay. not very exciting; but that was anticipated. then accompanied my bro for his lunch at macs and went home. then liling called and ask me if im going to watch sky high tmr. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. aiya, waste time. i miss her cousin. so darn CUTE!! he was shouting away in his home lah, can't hear what liling was talking about. he asked the aunty who walked past his house to come inside the house. or the dog wld bite her. haha; so cute. i still wonder why liling dont like him. she actually wanted to go to the toilet to siao pian at first. then talk and talk and talk until she cannot tahan, have to hang up. see liling; you tell me, i tell the WHOLE world(:

yea.

i dont know why ppl are asking me -. if you arent gonna believe that - then WHY BOTHER ASKING. i told you adding her was a bad idea, no ppl have doubts about me. not blaming you or anything BUT PPL ARE JUST PISSING ME OFF. they think im MAKING YOU UP. they think I AM YOU. and i cant do anything about it because of the STUPID PROMISE. and now, neither can YOU. WHAT SHIT IS THIS, i got nothing to gain, but im loosing EVERYTHING. i bet they dont think of me like they used to. why? BECAUSE OF STUPID ASSUMPTIONS. "IF SHE'S REAL, ASK HER TO ADD ME" what SHIT. everyone's doubting me; WHY? because of YOU. hate to admit this but, ~~i'm starting to hate you~~. and its funny, i thought it was a harmless peace of fun; BUT FUCK NO. and i can't believe i let it happen so easily.

sometimes; people are just like a piece of shit.

2005-10-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

YES ORANGE, I SHALL UPDATE.

exams are all done. but i know i've done badly. for ALL. so tis set. on sunday, i'll jump down from my window. i have the grill key anyway, SO WHY NOT. monday gonna get back ppr, so sunday it is. at night after going home from grandma's.

i dont feel like writing ANYTHING

sigh.

nvm, had np today... helped the ma'ams tie the rope obstacles. we tied till SO NICE LAH. haha. i think so... NONETHELESS, the sec ones must appreciate what we did for them. SO FREAKING TIRING LAH. oh me liling and theresa are considered as the MACHOMANS!!! yeah, pulled until so hard lah. i used my butt to push against the pillar for the double commando rope ob. haha. theresa says i pull like a BULL. yeah. sec ones MUST APPRECIATE the rope ob. must get GD REST TODAY. sleep well.

who says sir syira aint nice.
AND YES HYEON; HALIE IS LIVING. gosh; you hurt her feelings):

2005-10-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

1034. HISTORY LESSON.

HOW CAN PPL EVEN STAY AWAKE? i know i cant. thank ms tan my tablet is with me now(: yeah. erza just ask me what the hell i am doing. HAHA. yeah. erza, i am writing this down because, i wld have more time at home doing other stuff other than thinking of what i did today(: YES.

cross refer... get only four marks. USEFUL AND NOT USEFUL. both. WHAT IS EXPLICT CONSIDERATION.

just typing what mrs OW is talking. yeah.

didnt go down for recess SO i went to http://explosm.net SHOULD GO . damn funny.

HAHAHAHA. another one for my HORNY CLUB MATES((: haha, YES.

then i got sleepy so i went to toilet and washed my face. after that i washed my face with WATER COOLER WATER. haha, water cooler water. yeah. then i went walking around the school with erza. after that jess joined. then we sat at level 3 beside the rotunda. the wind there is nice you know. haha.

then saw mrs ow and ran back to class... (:

1057 STILL HISTORY LESSON.

I CANT TAKE IT, i wanna ~~pon~~ class.

i dunno why you guys just cant get along. it was so much nicer we 5 of us were together. i know that i am not in the problem or anything, but i just feel like im left hanging there while you guys just having fun fighting with each other. what is so difficult with changing your ways. i am not the problem, yet i feel like i am. and everbody else is caught up in their own arguments. WHY CANT ALL OF YOU JUST GET ALONG?!?! geez...

THERE I SAID IT. i just felt left out with EVERYONE lately. if theres anything anyone is talking to me about, it'll be about problems with OTHER ppl. just sucks for me):

ohmytian, history is so hard to score. SIGH SIGH.

1216 SCIENCE.

consulation lesson. went out of class then theresa came. i cant rmb what we talked abt. haha. and it was only 12 mins ago. haha.

me and jess just did something lame. GOSH. haha. mrs goh got high blood pressure. poor lady. :/ yeah.

RECORDING AN EXPERIMENT
aim
apparatus/materials
observation
result/rating
calculation
conclusion

yes YES YES!!
you better learn this ppl. EH, but practical is over liao right? haha, i siao liao. DIAO. MEEOOOOWWW(:

forgive me, i am HIGH. not low, unlike SOMEONE ):

i wonder why ppl can sms SO fast. haha.

OXYMORON FOR THE DAY: ALONE TOGETHER.

jess spelt cacat as CHACHARD, haha. how cute is THAT. JESSica: of course CHACHARD is cute ;D hahaha. anyway. i'm taking over her com and typing some crap here. whahaha. later maria coming for math. damn. sian la. wanna sleep. why?! syira is seducing me. YIKES! (RAPE! RAPE!) heh. i think typing in her blog post is really fun(: whahaha. morgan is leaving school now. ROARS. i wish i could. her mum allowed her. and she called her mum mental:/ hahaha. IRONY! wah. like other than literature today there's nothing interesting. seriously now. i tell you ah. if morgan and isabelle kena caught ah. SIGHS. they'll die badly. suspension/expulsion man. ROARS. zzz. farina is CACAT. HAHAHA. anyway, I LOVE SYIRA FOR ALLOWING ME TO TYPE HERE :D haha. <3

isabelle i dun friend you. SHE GOING OFF NOW!! tsk. naughty naughty...

damn, i want to go home

SIGH.

oh maria came liao(:
PACK MY BAG((:

1950 home desk.

guess how long i slept, from 1426 till 1824. yes. three hours and fifty EIGHT minutes. SOMEONE WAS SUPPOSED TO WAKE ME UP AT 4, but she didnt... CHEAT MY FEELINGS ): yah so here i am after breaking fast, typing some stuff out"(: aiya, i shall go and study lit now... wait, has anyone seen my science book?? ):?

REPLY FASTER YOU GOONDUUUU!

ORANGE: haha. lousy computer. FLOOD THEN. i wont mind(: and how is orange SICK?

WHATS WRONG WITH SIR SYIRA)):

2005-10-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

hey ho,
guess what, i wont be online the usual times as i wld be going to the mosque to pray(: yes i will.

sekarang, bulan puasa sudah mula. pada bulan ini, kami lebih baik bersabar. mohonlah ampunan dari Allah dan meminta memudahkan rezeki. semoga Allah mengampun dosa dosa kami(((:

yeah(:

ohwells, today i didnt do anything much. OH, SEC 4S HAVE 4WEEKS AND 4 DAYS TILL OLEVELS. ahaha, so unlucky. 4; 4. DIE DIE!! haha, got that from SHAMINAH.

haha. yeah, other than that, nothing much happen. i finally know who CONSTANCE YEO in person(: and, her friend. erm.... WHO ARH? okay, i forgot her name.

OH ME AND GADIS were begging outside the PAT. pitiful PAT beggars. AHAHA. then started to grab anything. from legs to shoes, beggars arent choosy(: OH I LIKE GADIS'S SONG(: very cute. PAPAROTI(:

aiya, i very lazy to blog liao.
CHEERIOOOOUUUU(:

REPLIES

passerby: BTC, is BASIC TRAINING CAMP that secones will have to go through to get themselves MACHO... like me(: but nvr can get my sqd's MACHO standard(: haha. so nxttime must DOUBLE CHECK before you tag(: why must tag three times? i just change my specs this yr; dont worry its still working(: oh can you tag as yellow or orange from now on? i dont think you are a PASSER BY anymore(:

jiatru: dont mention it(:

hanisah. honestly I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT(: haha. sorry.(: BUT YOU SHALL EXPLAIN YOURSELF.

SIR SYIRA the MIGHTY, MACHO, SICK PERVERT ONE(:

2005-10-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

YOHOHOHO!!

YAY! my blog hit 500! yes. still going on. higher(: yeah

MLY PAPER!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!! JUST WANNA PLUCK OF OF MY HAIR ON MY HEAD. so frustrating. ugh. OHWELLS. whats done is DONE.yes.two down; ALOT ALOT to go. yea):

after that me and jess, prithi, farina and asilah went tiong bk to eat. we WALKED THERE. yes. MY SMART IDEA. YEAH. then took the train to je. went library. met lisa and friends. who the hell is dewika. keep asking me like as if i know like that.
then farina and asilah went to buy things i think. then jess wanted to borrow her ipod so she took her bag and the whole packet of m&ms spilled out. me prithi and jess's reactions:

*stares and m&ms falling out*
automatically panics and stuffs everything back in. then cant stop laughing lah. i luagh at prithi, she laugh at me. so funny. sigh(:

then rushed home to watch ONE TREE HILL!!! HE WOKE UP! HE WOKE UP!!!!!! YES! haha.ohmygosh, i SO LOVE ONETREEHILL!!

yeah. i love everyone out there(:

2005-10-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

REPLIES!

cynthia: haha. you REALLY love flooding huh? i shall do that to you one day...
halie: haha. sry girl. gd luck to you too(:
liling: thankew(:
passer by: i think you are in my horny club(: haha.
shuhui: (:
hanisah: haha, do you need my specs?
jiaying: THANKEW!!
halie: i SAW you liao(:
natasha: HAHA(: okay im online(:
jiatru:thankew(: YOUTOO!! bang bang back at you... and i have ALWAYS been horny(: haha. AIYIYIYI!!! hahaha(:
liling: haha... okay....
SHUHUI: AGREED!!(:
jiatru: poor jiatru(:

i just didnt want you to thing the wrong thing abt me. yah(:

<33

2005-10-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

my blogger is weird. anyone with the same problem?its like i have to type ALL THE WAY at the bottom. yah. ~~weird weird weird.~~ okay nvm.
today no tkd. so freaking bored at home. SUPPOSED to be doing peribahasa. but cant seem to get myself disciplined. yeah, anyway the computer misses me tooo much. yeah; it was chanting "SYIRA SYIRA SYIRA..." yeah(: believe me IT DID. haha.
in the morning i went to the market with my bro; mum; dad; sis; grandma and grandpa. then ate breakfast. i ate THOSAI!! nvr eaten it in AGES. yumm(: then i went home and watch cna. i can actually fall asleep. i slept till three lah. then i fed my sis and then... i cant really rmb. i went online after that i think. and BLOGHOPPED. i was DAMN SHOCKED when i read her blog. MY GOODNESS. go ang tag her board like that. YOU WANT TO DIE ARH. i tell you i'll KILL you when i get the chance to.
to her: erm... it was a long long time ago yah? erm when THAT THING happened. yah, then i scold you that one, it was that long ago. yah... erm... AIYA, I DONT BAD MOUTH PPL LAH... sigh.
now she thinks i badmouth ppl. BUT I DONT! sigh...
yeah... el paper was okay... after el ppr i went library with erza and jessica FIRST. they ate kfc while i took out money. then by the time i came back, they finished. yah. so then they waited for me to eat my 2PC CRISPY CHICKEN MEAL WITH CHEESE FRIES TRADE UP. by the time I FINISHED, farina, asilah and lisa werent hear. got tired of waiting so we went library first. yah. after like 20 MINUS... yah... met MR PIMPLE. then got some conflict. then me and asilah were communicating by typing out on the phone. neither of us dared to talk. haha. then later, green flicks were discussing a chalet outing. i was listening to mp3 and i can sleep. haha. aiya. nvm....
STOP. POLICE. put YOUR ARMS ON THE GROUND WITH YOUR FINGERS OUT OF THE TRIGGER GUARD AND PUT YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR HEAD SLOWLY.
haha
and this was when i was asking liling to teach me on ions and electrons...
ARE YOU SLEEPING ARE YOU SLEEPING TAN LI LING TAN LI LING? INSYIRAH IS WAITING INSYIRAH IS WAITING HURRY UP HURRY UP.
haha <33>

2005-09-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

JOKE PPL:

CONFUSIOUS SAY: MEN WHO TRY TO MOLEST A WOMEN WHILE SHE'S HAVING HER PERIOD, WILL BE CAUGHT REDHANDED(:

THERE WAS ONCE TWO BEST FRIENDS. THE ROOSTER AND THE CAT.--
one day they where crossing the river by a bridge. the cat slipped and fell into the river. MORAL OF THE STORY? WHERE EVER THERE IS A WET PUSSY, THERE IS A HAPPY COCK.

HAHA!!!
jokes dedicated to my HORNY CLUB MATES(: wo ai ni ah!!! gd luck for eoys you guys(:

GD JOKE!!

yay.

erm, i wish you could leave her alone. give her a chance. she now knows what she did. she is willing to change. leave her alone. you arent helping ppl. you wanna critise her, fine. i wont care what you wanna do. BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO GO AROUND VANDALISING TABLES. AND IT ISNT EVEN HER TABLE. ITS MINE. that is what PISSES ME OFF. like as if it is SO FUN vandalising ppl's table. geez...

NATASHA, straws bending time(:
liling, LEAF
brenda, HEARTS
cynthia, WO AI NI AH!
hanisah, whats your blog?

halie, YEAH, same to you too(:

MUAH!! <33

2005-09-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

I AM SORRY CYNTHIA LILING AND JIATRU IF I SNAPPED AT YOU GUYS IN THE TRAIN.

and you bloody hell should know better then to ask me about that. you KNOW; i hate talking about it. i was TIRED. sick and tired of your complains. IT WASNT FUNNY. IT WASNT. I'D SWEAR AT YOU I TELL YOU. just do me a favour and go away. THANKEW.

jess; you are in the SQDMTS sectionl iao. okay?(:
BRENDA; GD LUCK TO YOU TOO OKAY? sry i forgot you. sry lah...

<33

2005-09-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

i decided to blog on nothing.

theres nothing to blog about.

OH; I SHALL WISH MY FRIENDS GOOD LUCK FOR THE ONCOMING EXAMS(: shall start with my SQUADMATES!!!
-JIE EN!!!
-eileen
-amanda!
-JIATRU!!
-MUTHUSAMY<3

my DEAREST CLIQUE
-ERZAZAZA
-FARINANA
-ASILALA

MA'AMS
-cis
-XIN QIAN MA'AM
-MANDY MA'AM
-PEITING MA'AM
-BEE KUAN MA'AM
-other SEC 4 AND 3 MA'AMS

JUNIORS(:
-JOAN!!
-NADHIRAH!!
-SULASTRI!
-RYHAN!!
-WAIHAN!!
-AIDA!!
-NATASHA!!
-SEC ONES(:

CLASSMTS!
SNRS!

anymore??

gd luck ppl. <3 you all.
yay(:

2005-09-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

just had to post this. me and liling. i am aiyoyo

baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
no dp>>>
AIYOYOYOYO says:
aiya; i dunno what to pooooot lah
AIYOYOYOYO says:
haha
AIYOYOYOYO says:
you farted
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
no
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
u den
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
not e
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
me*
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
its frm ur hse
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
haha
AIYOYOYOYO says:
haha
AIYOYOYOYO says:
must be my bro..
AIYOYOYOYO says:
so stinky
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
haha
AIYOYOYOYO says:
i tot you send it via msn
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
msn?
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
send wad?
AIYOYOYOYO says:
the fart
AIYOYOYOYO says:
(:
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
no lor
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
how to
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
i bet its frm ur hse
AIYOYOYOYO says:
no; i am pretty sure it's from yours
baby ARCTIC fox =D says:
no...
AIYOYOYOYO says:
yes
AIYOYOYOYO says:
haha;

haha(: then her msn started to be so crazy she cant type or write. so she replies my through her nick. haha.

FUNNAYE<33

2005-09-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

i got the SHOCK of my life.

replies

anon: hahas(:
theresa: yeah; i rmb now(: yes; liling shud wear it like that from now on.
jiaying: THANKEW; YOUTOO(: <33
-: yay! THANKEW. <3
shuhui: THANKEW((:<33>
JESS: haha; I THINK YOU IT HAIR LOOK MORE MACHO(:
theresa: hmm, true...
jiatru: HAHA; aiya, YOU PRO LAH.
anonymous: uh; okayy...
(: okay(: i'll try <-redunded
shuhui: hahaha, JEALOUS AH.
Anonymous: HAHAHA; gosh; thanks for the laugh; but are you SERIOUS??
gadis: haha(: hi-5
theresa: gosh; im not so ego like YOU LAH.

yes. thankew and gd nite(:

2005-09-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

OKAY.
I AM SO PISSED OFF; MY LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG POST IS DELETED. i blgged abt today in sch; the trip to lot one; at library; valency...

ARGH!! I SWEAR I WONT BE BOTHERED TO BLOG TILL END OF SCH.

2005-09-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

I WANNA BUY BIGGER BLOUSE. i can BARELY tuck out lah. reasons for updating:

1-theresa wants me to
2- liling wants me to; gave me ideas.
3- passerby wants me to
4- the anon person wants me to update, quotes "pretty please"

hmmm... what to talk about?
aiya; sch hours was boring lah. after sch(: me and jiatru had a SECRET PLAN. to... MEET EACH OTHER AT 2.30PM. haha. sorry(: then i got sian at the canteen so i did my work; follow debbie; disturb gadis; said hi to liling; cyn and theresa; disturb randee; go back to the table; ate a bit of liling's garlic bread; continue with my maths; sat beside cyn [because the two dumbdumbs are far tooo distracting] finished my maths; disturb liling; played frisbee; disturb liling; jiatru came down with cassandra; ANIMAL INSTINCTS: me and liling started to sing the teapot song(:

then liling was somehow in a sedia position. then i stood infront of her; she saluted me and said "gd afternoon SIR" then her shirt was totally tucked out lah. so i was like, "WHAT IS THIS. SHIRT OUT VERY NICE IS IT? YOU WANT ME TO TUCK IT IN FOR YOU IS IT?" then theresa was pulling her hand to see if she locked her arm. i cant rmb what she said. yah. then i tucked-in for her. FULLY; LITERALLY. pulled the shorts ALL THE WAY UP and pulled the shirt ALL THE WAY in.(: she looks NICE like that. haha. must take pic for me okay(: <33 then we went home. THX FOR THE ICE LOLLY THERESA(:

i think thats all right? yah(:

REPLIES TO TAGS(:

anonymous: thx. i like my layout too. [later] updated(:
theresa: i cant remember you waking me up(: so its okay(: updated:p
passerby: UPDATED!
jiatru/syira: thx. you too(: YOU BEST LAH. can write my name there(:
anon: THANKEW ANON(: you too<3
theresa AGAIN: aiya, I UPDATE LAH. thx. you too. flood my bord. i dun mind(: TAG you're it
liling: HI LAMEO#2 yes; fun mocking you(:

2005-09-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

AIDA DID NOT REPLY ME. i dun friend her. BANANA GIRL. (: sigh... i very sad. DEN liling cant reply me BECAUSE i havent give her her letter which is still inside my locker. yes. and umbrella. OH JESS; I COLLECTING DRIED LEAVES FOR YOU TMR. i hope have enough and that it doesnt rain. sorry.

TODAY.

TEACHER NEVER COME. audrey neo and maria tan. SIGH. so many teachers sick nowadays. WAH. I HAVE BEEN PUT OFF. i dont ever feel like blogging liao. sigh... PRACTICALLY DID NOTHING LAH. aiya... must study... got first aid and campcraft tmr. i think got maths test but miss tan nvr come and teach us that topic so HOW? sigh. nvm. i shall go and study first aid... MY LIT IS IMPROVING!!!! yes(: shaminah: OBJECTS OF MOCKERY!!! ((: haha

going home that time(: i love going home with sqdmts. come to think of it... i either go home with sqdmts or alone. RARELY with my clique. and when i do go home with my clique; I RARELY GO HOME STRAIGHT. yeah. haha. thats my life. ANYWAY; just now, after sch i went to the canteen and helped liling with ONE math question. yeah then went home with jiatru; liling; eileen; theresa. yeah. then went mobil. THANKEW LILING FOR THE HIP HOP JELLY POP(: eh rhymes(: YAY. she wanted to go bck there to buy another one. comedy started when we entered the mrt station. i am the MASTER MOCKER. nyahahahaHAHAHA!!! gosh. cannot stop laughing. liling was like "EH; LIFT; LIFT!" and ran for the lift. then i replied "NO LAH NO LAH. CAR." haha. then liling told us to grab the lift grab bars for our own safety. like HOW LAME. and she thinks that dover is after commonwealth. AIYA. LILING IS THE COMEDIAN OF TODAY LA. mock her like nobody's business. then jr laugh until so contagious. then make me laugh. dunno why eileen nvr laugh.): SIGH. nvm(: yeah. then laugh all the way home lah. YAH(:

I WALK A LONELY ROAD
THE ONLY ONE THAT I HAVE EVER KNOWN;
DON'T KNOW WHERE IT GOES
BUT ITS ONLY ME AND I WALK ALONE.
-GREEN DAY<33

someone say my counter is pathetic):

2005-09-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

here updating.

OH YES. HELLO PPL; WELCOME TO SYIRA'S BLOG [note: not INsyirah. its plain SYIRA. without the -H. i have no idea why ppl keep putting INSYIRAH. you can save 3 CHARACTER SPACE by putting SYIRA. that mean that i'm telling you to associate me with SYIRA.]today's special is... UPDATING ON THE PAST 3 DAYS!!! -crowd roars- YES! isn't that the most AWESOME THING that EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?weeeee'll begiiin wiiiithh... PEER LEADER COURSE! -crowd roars louder-

FIRST DAY group TWOOOO! yes. together with:- EDLYN!! LILING!! yifong; prisilla(?); lily; shuyin; yasmin; &hafizah; TOGETHER WITH... rosita; airyana; nabilah; clarence; siying; jeremy; regin; & and erm... some more but i forgot. they're from QUEENSTOWN PRIMARY! -crowd roars- hah. maybe i shd drop this ba. heh(: had to make a grp name and explain WHY we chose it. we are the CONQUERERS!!! motto: NEVER SAY DIE. haha. DIE!!!! nyahaha. `lame. yeah. then we made CAPTAIN CONQUERER out of paper; bean bag; plastic balls and a dustbin. you might want to think of us as STUPID or CREATIVE. i personally like the second one better. HAHA. yes(:
thats a pic of it(: yesh SO CUTE. OOO... yummy FOOD(: slurp. motivation to come the next day... HAHA.

SECOND DAY

HIKE!!!! yes... super fun. learnt that we shudn't go sitting on logs because of TICKS! yes. did you know that they could crawl INSIDE YOUR SKIN AND LAY EGGS. yeck. yes; i'd rather sit on the wet ground than a log. i wonder how winnie the pooh survives. he sits on logs EVERYTIME. yeah. oh; me and liling both agreed with each other that we would tell our project head in our batch to go unit hike over there. more fun; DEFINITELY MORE CHALLENGING. can show TRUE LEARDERSHIP THERE. (: as coach jay says it. yeah. that got ONE HOUR LUNCH BREAK. yeah. then sat with sqdmts when they just finished their drills. they learnt KELUARKAN CHOTA REHATKAN DIRI & SERONGKANG CHOTA REHATKAN DIRI. yes. NIFONG<33>"tough times don't last; TOUGH PEOPLE DO..." -COACH JAY<33>

TODAY
tkd was fun today. something wrong with my turning kick. gone siao liao. I LOVE STATIONARY KICKS! YES I DOO. i ate THREE apple pies. yah. yumm! one for breakfast; one for luch; one after tkd(: yah. oh YAH. cynthia actually tear LESS THAN 1/20 OF THE TISSUE PAPPER and started wiping her mouth. DARN FUNNY LAH. yeah. and she said EVALUATION instead of EVOLUTION. siao person. todays embaressing moments:- SHUHUI FALLING DWON AND ME RIPPING MY PANTS. only theresa knows i ripped my pants. it happened while attempting to do a full split. yah. thanks theresa for not spreading it(:

yah. thats all. BACK TO HOMEWORK(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDLYN!!!!!!

2005-09-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

AIYO... OKAY OKAY i update. on.... SAT; unit outing; aad and tkd.

UNIT ~~HIKE~~ OUTING

WAS NOT AS BAD AS I EXPECTED. easier than i tot. DUCK WALK<3333 i LOVE. so fun... den the front so slow. haha. YES CYNTHIA.... PHOBIA OF ANTS. YECK. -shivers- eh.... i sleepy like anything. OH OKAY... games were okay i guess. I LIKE THE YUMMY GUMMY. thx ma'ams. pics are NICE. yeh... then to bus back to sch... slept for 5 mins.

AAD

boring like anything. AIYA. WASTED MY TIME THERE LAH. should not have went back there. SIGH. dhould have gone back home and bath and take my fees. yeah. no point elaborating. did basically NOTHING.

TKD

boring also lah. didnt know we are SO MACHO. kick them until so hard. she cry ah. DUI BU QI -bows- prooves we are MACHO((: muahahaha.... aiya... sry lah. dun cry... hope it... heal soon[?] yah(: sir didnt know i nvr pay fees yet((: HAHA.

2005-09-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

TODAY

DANCE!!!! c3 said its cute. SO FREAKING RELIEVED its over. i screwed up at the first part though): sigh sigh. OH WELLS.

CADET ACE -_-"
UM.... CEREMONY: lame. should not have that thing. GESS NPCC BERET IS WEIRD. weird -tsk- was sitting beside XIUYING and LILING((: yay. T-BATON; TAURUS; HANDCUFFS; STROKE WAND; MULTI-PURPOSE TOOL KIT; CSI STUFF. nice... TOO BAD it want be on display. i want to be incharge of the free gift thing. SO FUN LAH PLS(: OOOH; i forgot to say that I LOVE MY BERET. ppl; you can step on my boots ALL YOU WANT(: gonna do it during hols(; yepp(: SOMEONE'S BOOTS CANT SHINE... i wonder WHO. eh; my ARM PAIN LEH. must be jiatru's fault. nvr do proper pimping with me; i do extra hard one. OH; maybe its theresa who blatantly jumped on my back in the quest to get a piggy back WHEN I WAS RUNNING AWAY. result: we were SENT CRASHING ONTO THE HARD COLD CEMENT. i sat on her leg and she kneed my shin with the other. LESSON OF THE DAY: NEVER atempt high flying stunts on ones back when ONE'S RUNNING AWAY FROM YOU. yes.

tmr unit hike. NOT COMING TKD. going back to sch for aad. yay; AAD(: are you going for tkd jiatru? STAY BACK WITH ME(: unit "hike" I SHALL DREAD GAMES THEN. OH; liling gonna be my BUDDY(: BLACK SHOES AND SAME LOLLIPOP(: im all set and ready(:

2005-09-02T12:30:00.000+08:00

YEP I AGREE. BANG BANG IS NICE

and yeah. im dun like my grp. i HATE it infact. but got iffah((: and eileen; you BETTER NOT FLIRT AGAIN AH... tsk tsk -shake head- if not i cannot take it lah. BUT WHY WHY WHY MUST GRP ME WITH HER!!!! like WAHLAO.... project head damn biased lah. look at her grp. all the fun ppl there. SIGH. I WANT TO CHANGE MY GRP!!!!damn lah.

sigh; SRY FOR COMING LATE AND BEING SO IGNORANT AND BITCHY JUST NOW. very sorry. but jess; I WAS REALLY COLD. sigh... still sry.

TMR GOT NP. boots cracked. I WANNA CRY. i give up lah. sch hols then get it done. gonna have sci on tues and peer leader from 7-9sep. then cadet ace on 10th. SOME HOLIDAY. lucky we aint sec 4s. NO WONDER they pass out liao. hah.

I WANNA BE NCO; so NO MORE DETENTION. i promise(: SEC 2/3?? maybe(: depends. but my sqd got so much potential. SIGH. i really want to be though. OH WELLS. i hope there isnt much conflict when we turn sec fours(: LETS STICK TOGETHER SQDMTS!!(:

i know i'd miss you. i'd say it myself. i'll be right here. come back if you must; but its alright without me. i wont mind. you shouldn't to. so its okay; ~~i guess~~

2005-08-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

I LOVE DANCE((:

boring teachers day. yeah. whoops. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

went back to primary sch. with sulastri and nadrah. SUPPOSED to be tpgether with izzati and hazwani; BUT APPARENTLY; we left them behind. hehe. SORRY. sulastri DUN CUT. NOT NICE. VERY UGLY. tsk...

aiya; then went back and had dance. PUMP IT! HA! HA! HAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! (((: I LOVE<<3 turn up the RADIO blast the STEREO. AAAAAAAAAAA!!! heh. OH WELLS. very lazy to blog. and whoever whos is on hyeons blog; I DUN WEAR MAROON. IT'S DEEEEEEP BROWN.(:

i dun like my grp):

2005-08-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

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